Brilliant. We're into the second month. The major goals for this month are consistency three times per week at crossfit plus excellent food during the week and only a smallish cheat or two during the weekend. I continue to reserve the right to one night of drinking per week but need to keep it to one, and hopefully some weeks without.
Crossfit was wicked this morning. I was dreading it a little -- knowing I'd feel great when I got out but feeling out of shape and a bit intimidated by the idea of working hard this morning. When the alarm went off a bit before 6am this morning there was a wee bit of me that thought about how nice it would be to simply pretend I'd messed up my alarm and go back to sleep. Laying there, I thought a) you've felt like crap the last few days, and if you go you'll feel awesome, b) you've eaten badly the last few days and if you go you'll eat well, and c) you're dreading your work day and if you go you'll have energy and motivation for it.
What a freaking difference from the way I usually have to motivate myself to work out. "Go and you'll feel awesome and be really productive"? Yeah, cool.
Warm ups 2X15 situps, pullups, ring dips (green band, I think), kettleball swings (16kg), pushups.
WOD: 10 rounds for time. 15 deadlifts, 15 pushups. Time 21:20
Scaled to girl pushups and didn't make it even close to 15 in most of the rounds. half and half pushups and then girl pushups from rounds 5 on. 25kgs deadlifts, working on form. This is the first time I've had deadlifts in a workout. Being really careful about form and about keeping the lumbar curve as I could feel it in my back.
Major (if small and ridiculous) milestone: I got one 'real' pushup today! It's been a LONG time since I've been able to do that, if ever - I just get failure at the bottom. Very cool. Now to string a few more of those together. I can't wait to get off my knees.
Week 5. Day 1. March 2010
Week 4. Day 6-7. March 2010.
Oh, my. Being away from crossfit all week meant that my primary drive for good nutrition was absent over the weekend. We chose to have a quiet Saturday night rather than throw a Fuck You Winter party in commemoration of the first day of Spring, but then a mid-evening phone call got a friend of ours over for drinks, and then some more, and then some more. Sunday was a planned hike in the country, downgraded to a city hike, then shortened when we got a lunch invitation at his place from one of our favorite people, and then showed up to find several more friends and copious amounts of alcohol. And roast potatoes. Oh, the roast potatoes.
At 4am on Sunday eve/Monday morning I awoke to get some water, realized I was still drunk, and turned off my crossfit alarm set to go off in two hours.
In other news, I'm healthy again. So just trying to not beat myself up about the stupid weekend and just focus on showing up tomorrow.
Week 4. Day 5. March 2010
I was feeling so much better yesterday (outside of the box) and now this morning I'm massively sore throated again. I don't get it. This is not a normal cold, I can't tell what's happening. Will give it through the weekend and see how things go.
In other news, all the clean eating is working. Scale's at 136.2 this morning down from 141 originally, and my tummy looks purty. Consolation that I can still make progress in fat loss, at least a bit, while I'm stalled from getting fitter in the gym this week.
Date night. Enjoy your Friday guys.
Week 4. Day 3-4.
Frustrating. Still no crossfit this week. Tuesday night I was coughing all night and while staring at the ceiling at 3am trying again to get back to sleep turned off my 6am alarm, realizing I needed to give myself more rest. Thursday I showed up for the 7am class, got about five minutes into the WARMUP and was gasping for breath and covered in sweat, took a look at the mess of me, and told Brian I wasn't fit enough to be there. He's exiled me til Monday.
In good news, I've been awesome on food and took hour long walks with Wonder after work on Tues and Wed to soak up all the new sun. I cooked a great pork tenderloin on Wednesday and it's now one of my new favorite cuts of meat - ultra cheap, easy, lean. I grabbed the recipe from Mark's Daily Apple and will use it again.
Cooked up some turkey thighs with the rest of the peppers and olives and that was breakfast and lunch Thursday. That and some brazil nuts and cashews, and some salmon and broccoli later in the day was food. Good stuff.
So, boring updates. Can't wait to get back in the gym. How cool is it to be desperate to work out?
Week 4. Day 2. March 16 2010.
I'm feeling MUCH better today but when I just did my two burpees for burpee challenge as a little test of how much, it made me winded and shaky. Yeah, not healthy. I'm catching myself wondering if I can go to this evening's workout but reminding myself that to show up while ill-ish, with my brokedown immune system, is madness.
So I'm sitting in bed typing away at job applications and taking mini procrastination breaks checking out crossfit sites. My obsessive nature is in full force with crossfit, with a wedding dress search coming in close second. You'd think that an informal wedding (we're doing a backyard hog roast) would mean I'm NOT that bride doing endless ebay searches and picture searches for dresses, but I'm simply a wee bit obsessive. I was the same way about finding our apartment and that turned out awesome, so hopefully we'll just get repeat success with the dress and about fueling crossfit motivation.
Wonder's cooking tonight so I'll be non-paleo but still wheat and dairy free, and then I take over the rest of the week. I'm going full paleo the rest of the week just to make up for it psychologically.
LET ME BACK TO THE BOX, BODY!!!
Week 4. Day 1. March 15 2010.
Woke up early and started type type typing away on the job application. The bad news is that my previously waning cold is now back hardest yet, complete with big stuffy head and a bit of fever. I'm hoping this will burn off so I can go to lunchtime crossfit. Stop it, illness! I'm on a schedule! "20 weeks of crossfit except all those times I didn't go because I was ill" is a bit less exciting...
Update: By around noon I was not only not better, I was dizzy and fevery and feeling weak. Blergh. I completed the job application but cut out any idea of going in for the lunch and evening workout or the next day's 7am workout. I also let Wonder know I wasn't going to make the grocery run to make dinner for our friend Ian this evening. We ended up with Thai takeout (probably higher fat than I needed, but I didn't eat much of it and didn't eat any rice/bread/grains, only meat and veggies) and I crashed and left the boys to it around 9:30.
Food:
Brazil nuts (5)
Home-made lentil soup. Lentils, chickpeas, tomatoes and loads of fresh spinach. X2, breakfast and lunch.
A couple of sips of Wonder's beer. It looked so good.
Thai chicken, prawns, and broccoli.
This ain't exactly the ultra clean eating I was hoping for, but it's not bad. Home made fresh lentil soup is fairly defendable comfort food and a fuck of a lot better than the ice cream and pasta I was craving.
I did do my one burpee for burpee challenge in the morning. Heh.
To feeling better tomorrow --
Week 3. Day 6-7. March 2010.
Saturday was nice and quiet. Brunch of fish, salad and black lentils with Wonder's family. I had planned this as a cheat meal but we ended up making something healthy and small portioned instead of a big roast. And then a nice long walk. I took my cheat meal later in the day and had pizza and 1/4 a tub of ice cream for dinner...! I'm sending Wonder off to a party and I'm working on job applications this evening with You've Been Framed on the telly. I forsee a few more quiet evenings in my future until I get another job - I don't have cash to go out right now. The good news is (cheat meals aside) it's good for my eating.
Also, Whee! Scale at 136.8 this morning, what what? And the bodyfat at 28.1. Obviously I haven't lost bodyfat overnight, but still in firm yey territory. I don't trust the bodyfat monitor yet, but hopefully it just keeps trending downwards and then it doesn't really matter what the numbers are.
I used the scale at my old gym on Friday and it clocked me in at 132, clothed. I think home scale is right; gym scale didn't do me any favors by underestimating my weight and when I look at pictures from last year about this time I don't think I was actually at 130 like it said! :)
Application time.
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Sunday. Big walk, favorite eggs breakfast at our local cafe, more walking. We were walking down the street and Wonder and I found a massive beautiful square of wood just the right size for a table. Big, heavy, and beautiful hard dark brown/cherry wood. After a bit of debate about whether to rent a streetcar to drag it home, we hefted if up between the two of us and just walked it back. About a mile of hauling, good stuff.
I puttered around in the evening and worked on a job application for Favorite Job, which goes in tomorrow. Meanwhile Wonder tripped to the lumber yard, picked up some wood for table legs, got out the workbench and carpentered it all out. We now have a beautiful coffee table in our previously blank space in the living room. I love this man. I love my table.
In other news, I made quinoa, tomatoes and spinach for dinner and regretted it. I hadn't planned far enough ahead to have any meat in the house and although my first priority for the rest of March is to eat wheat-free and dairy free, I'd really like to keep the grains out of there too. Blergh. Lessons learned. It's nice to relax a bit on food on the weekend and have a cheat meal now and again and everything, but I'm feeling heavier and a bit gross even from these relatively modest deviations. Looking forward to hitting the box tomorrow and eating clean.
Week 3. Day 4. March 11 2010.
So I'm finally feeling better. My legs are still sore from Monday, despite the fact that it wasn't too hardcore on the legs, which is secondary proof that something's a bit funky with the system.
Also, first cheat. Ham and egg sandwich this morning. Oh, the wheat! In comparison with the office sweets and creme egg and gazillions of other temptations sidestepped today, I'm ok with that. Today was a wee bit higher in carbs and lower in protein, but still fairly respectable and definately not an all out cheat.
So one more day of quiet, then crossfit tomorrow and either also Sat morning or just a home mod version. I like the idea of keeping crossfit to the week. At some point I'd like to do Mon-Tues-Thurs-Fri but for the moment three sessions is just fine.
FOOD: ham and egg sandwich, prosciutto and red pepper salad, brazil nuts, tomato soup, cauliflower. Which it turns out is a great snack. couple of dates. DailyBurn says around 1100 cals.
Week 3. Day 3. March 10 2010.
Ugh. Feeling less sore throaty than yesterday, but more 'I'm sick.' It's in my chest a bit now. Verry tired on my 9 or more hours of sleep. It was a very good call not to set the alarm for 6am and go to class this morning, and an evening class is out of the question. So we're down to Thurs, Fri and Sat. Hopefully I can get two sessions in, maybe only one depending on how I feel over the next two days.
It's so frustrating to break the momentum.
In other news, when I got out of the shower this morning I caught an image of my waist in the mirror this morning, cocked my head to look the other way, did a little turnaround and then another, and -- yes, I can confirm it -- my waist is starting to slim out. There's a little oomph curve to it that hasn't been there for a few months. I just pulled up my starting pictures to double check I wasn't going crazy as it's only been two weeks since I took them, but there it is. Nice little ego and motivation boost, especially as there hasn't been any scale change for me yet. Things is happening!
I also ran a bodyfat check on my home scale, which was around 28.8 when I started crossfit... and is now consistently down to 28.4. Not a huge change I know, and it might still end up being within error range, but I'll take it. If it keeps going down I'll know it's for real. It's fantastic to think that two and a half weeks might be starting to show up in body comp even if I'm not losing weight. Losing weight is usually a month two thang for me, though it would be great to drop a couple of pounds before the end of the month.
Off to work.
Inspiration of the Day
I can't embed it, but this is completely fantastic. 40 pounds of postpartum weight to get down to muscled and rocking. And Jesus, I want to do the things she can do.
http://www.icechamber.com/videos/mgcomeback1.html
Week 3. Day 2. March 9 2010.
Crashed asleep last night at the late great hour of 9:45 with book in hand. A combination of having been up earlier than usual, of having my ass kicked by crossfit, being out in one of the coldest days of the year, and fighting off a cold. I went to sleep feeling heavy as a rock and with a sore throat. I woke up with sore throat and feeling massively groggy but by 8am it had burned off. Will take the lesson to go easy on myself today, but it looks like I'm dodging this one.
Update: Feeling worse, not better by later in the day. I'm thinking about tomorrow's morning crossfit and emailed Brian and asked whether with hints of a cold I ought to forgo a session, show up and massively scale down, or just show up and do my best. His reply: you've got plenty of time to get fit, don't make yourself sick. Get better and show up after.
Sigh. My immune system is a mess and leaves me pretty susceptible to respiratory illness. But Brian confirmed the 'safe voice' inside me, the one I'm supposed to be listening to while I start out and start rebuilding my health. So no workout tomorrow morning I don't think, although if I'm feeling up to it I'll try to make the evening session. If all else fails, there's Thursday, Friday, and Sat morning. I'd really like to get two more sessions in this week.
In bed by 9, watched a movie, asleep before 10. Poor Wonder is wondering where his girl went the last two nights.
FOOD (abt 1200 cals)
- leftover chicken, broad bean, cauliflower, chickpea, feta, fennel from last eve.
- blackberries
- more of the same chicken and cauliflower from last night.
- raisins
- turkey, carrots and broccoli
- LOADS of peppermint tea to soothe my throat.
Week 3. Day 1. March 8 2010.
WOD
Warmup- 2 sets of 10
pullups; situps; squats; pressups (scaled to 4 real down girl up and rest girl)
Speed 3x200m sprints
28seconds; 32 seconds; 36 seconds
WOD 3x4minutes
3 clapping pushups (scaled to girl pushups); 4 boxjumps; 100m sprint; 6 kb (scaled to cleans with 15 bar instead)
Got in 2 rounds, 2.5 rounds, 2 rounds.
FOOD (abt 1350 cals)
fruit salad; bit of fish sushi; apples x 2; chicken, prawns, edamame and rice noodle salad; brazil nuts; cauliflower, fennel, broad bean, chickpea and chicken salad.
Week 2. Day 6-7. March 6-7 2010.
I decided when I started the Foundations classes that during those first two weeks I'd try to eat cleaner than usual but not get too intense on macro monitoring or dropping calories. I particularly didn't want to drop calories while getting my first workouts in as being hypocaloric and picking up heavy things are both stressors, and I didn't want to introduce both at once.
This is of course all preamble to say that I didn't eat well this weekend, knowing it was my last weekend before I start watching cals and making a transition to higher protein and veggie carb foods, in a bit of a modified paleo. At the moment, I'm not going to go full-tilt paleo. I will drop dairy, grains (especially wheat/gluten), salty things, alcohol, and sugar -- although I expect that severely limiting rather than completely cutting out sugar and alcohol will be more successful strategies for me. But I'm likely to keep eating beans/chickpeas/lentils for a bit and occasionally pull from the grain category in the rice and quinoa columns. At least for a bit. Going higher protein and wheat free is going to be the biggest hurdle for me and where I'm putting my transformational energy. I think I can spare a few carbs in moderation.
Weekend. Saturday a lovely morning breakfast with Wonder and his sister, a bit of cheese and oat biscuits for lunch (goodbye cheese! I made sure to get you in) and beer, dinner with around seven friends at ours with quinoa and beef tagine. Sunday, oh Sunday, I don't really remember. Mostly an easy day at home with a long walk in the middle and a movie in the evening -- went 3D and saw Alice in Wonderland. It was... all right. Purty.
Week 2. Day 5. March 5 2010.
My last of the foundations classes. Andre was missing due to back injury so it was just me and my ultrafit Foundations compadre. We went over the last of the movements -- solidified the push press and clean, then did ringdips and handstands. Both my ringdips and handstands were HEAVILY assisted - with a little balancing support I was able to jump up once and lock my elbows out to hold position, but that more or less wasted my puny arm muscles and I couldn't get back up. And let's not talk of trying to actually dip in ring position!
Handstands were a whole other ballgame. Brian was great and patient in getting me to spot a floorpoint, aim my hands up, and kick my legs up, and I got up into position with varying levels of success. I nearly faceplanted quite a few times as my arms gave out. This shouldn't be an issue if I can actually get my elbows locked and keep them there, but the moment I move them my arms are actually carrying my full load and just completely drop me on the floor. This will get better.
I'm still pleased with myself for getting up and doing the handstands. Hurling yourself at the floor is psychologically massively uncomfortable. It was great practice in the power of thinking. It wasn't positive thinking that did it -- no "It will be fine, they'll support you, it's just a handstand" -- but the complete ABSENCE of thought. I had to turn my brain off. Any time I did, I was ok. Any time I let myself think about it, I got flustered and ended up on the floor.
So, unsurprisingly, gymnastics are probably going to take the most work for me. The moves require a pretty good start strength PLUS power and balance and stamina, and I've got none of the above so far. But I'll get there.
We took so much longer than usual in training that it was time to leave by the time the WOD came around, and I was due to meet friends assuming the regular time. I stood there for probably a full minute trying to justify being massively late to do the WOD but couldn't do it. But we'd gotten in a heavy warmup and loads of practice by then, so I'm all right with that. I was still well exhausted!
Friday's class was followed by a wicked night out at Madam JoJo's in Soho. I've finally found a few places in London that play mostly soul and funk. The music was great, but so was the crowd -- none of the scenesterism you get in a lot of London music joints, didn't get hit on the whole time, etc. Everyone was just there to dance. Great stuff.
Friday nights are also home to the beatboxers -- fucking excellent!
FOOD: Not recorded for the day (or for the weekend, last weekend of freedom before going wheat/grain/dairy free!) but there was nothing outrageous, all pretty clean. Salmon and edamame beans for lunch, prawns and rice noodles for dinner eaten quickly before going out, and my breakfast is always on. I did have probably 3 double whiskies over the course of five or six hours, but there have been worse nights. Felt great Sat morning.
All in all a spot on day. New things, found a few jobs to apply for, worked hard and learned new things at Crossfit, and then partied hard with the friends. Wheee, weekend!
Week 2. Day 4. March 4 2010
A good day of reading and quiet but no physical activity. Still felt funny in the morning. If I wasn't 100% sure I'm not pregnant, I'd be preparing the baby room. However, I seem to just be a victim of drive by GI distress. This isn't usual for me, and I'm ready for it to end.
After work I hooked over the library for some research on nutrition, wheat free, inflammation, all the rest. Let me impart this lesson: thou neglect public library riches at great and present peril. I've not really been to a public library since I was a teenager, but have just rediscovered it since moving into my new house, where it's literally on the way to work. Last week they served me Ben Goldacre's Bad Science, Knut Hamsen's Hunger, a load of zombie comics, Angela Carter, a book on the underperformance of Carribean kids in UK schools, and some nutrition books. Oh! And DVDs of 28 Days Later and Children of Men, to fit the Winter 2010 Post-Apocolyptica theme.
The nutrition books ended up not being that great, so I went back yesterday and slammed through a cookbook called Gluten-Free Cooking, Say No to Arthritis, Patten's Eat to Beat Arthritis : Over 60 Recipes and a Self-treatment Plan to Transform Your Life
I've been scouring the internet pretty well over the last few weeks for Arthritis/inflammation/gluten info, in part to figure out the science behind paleo, but I learned MUCH more in the three hours at the library than in my hours of net work. Highly recommended. I think I'll put my findings in a separate RA update post as it helps me to have everything in one place.
No physical activity, count it, none.
Met a friend for lunch in an Italian restaurant that ONLY had pasta, very expensive meat dishes that were out of my wallet range for the day, and cheesy baked appetisers. A bit of a win/lose situation, but I ordered risotto with chicken and spinach, ate out all the chicken first, ate a bit of risotto and moved the rest away. Best I could do.
Food:
- sweet potato leftovers
- pine nuts
- risotto w/chicken and spinach
- glass of rose
- soba noodles and prawns
Good shit:
-learned loads, now committed to moving wheat free starting Monday and likely starting an elimination diet (no dairy, no grains, no nightshades), which might mean I end up paleo by default.
- drank lots of water.
- made the best decision with the situation at hand on lunch.
- slept like a freaking rock and feeling awesome, motivated and happy.
Week 2. Day 3. March 3 2010
Woke up feeling hungover again, without alcohol the night before. Nothing particularly outrageous in my diet, although I did eat rice for the last meal of the evening cooked by Wonder's lovely sister. Made an extra effort to drink lots of water yesterday. One espresso and no other caffeine during the day. What's the story? Waking up naseous (no, I'm not pregnant) is getting old.
Finding it VERY hard to get motivated to do the work I need to do today and again fantasizing about missing crossfit. Ain't doing it. Going to go meet Wonder for lunch, then go to work, then go to Crossfit and work my ass off. I'll try to get there a bit early to practice the push cleans.
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Update: my 'waking up feeling nauseous' finally did something about itself. This girl lost her turkey. Who knows what the hell was going on, but given that I was either a) just off color, or b) in stage one of flutown, I cancelled crossfit for the evening. Well, fuck, basically. Because by about 6pm I felt just fine.
I am impressing burpee punishment on myself this weekend.
Food:
- Greek yogurt w some raisins, honey and strawberries.
- lunch. turkey breast w/chili and garlic
- snack. more turkey!
- pine nuts
- dinner. sweet potatoes... and champagne.
Week 2. Day 2. March 2 2010
Weight: As suspected, weight was much more normal this morning - 138.5 Which means there's hope of getting to around 135 by the end of March, 136 at one month in. Again, I know from past experience that during the first month not much happens but that if I'm consistent losing weight from the second month in is a lot easier, so not beating myself up about scale numbers. I also haven't gotten hardcore on the food tracking yet (though I might after the end of this week) so am not expecting big losses.
Exercise:
-About half an hour walking to and from meeting a friend (added 15 minutes of walking by walking him to and from work before going home, not much but effort counts!)
-One hour walk around the neighborhood with S end of day.
Food:
Gluten-free cereal and milk.
Chicken soup (abt 30g protein, maybe 250 cals)
bit of chocolate (two small pieces)
Pastrami and coldslaw on rye. (yeah yeah, bread. I know)
small handfull of raisins (abt 25)
chicken stir fry and rice for dinner.
Cals - abt 1350-1400. Bit high, will be bringing this down to 1100-1200 over the next week or so.
Week 2. Day 1. March 1 2010.
Energy up, was so excited for crossfit. Learned cleans, power clean. Warmed up on our own. Power clean form is really hard - need to spend some time this week figuring it out. Completely fell apart when using it for the WOD!
WOD:
10 pushcleans
10 rings (grey band)
10 squats
Got in 7 rounds in 15 minutes.
Food:
Wheetabix (oat cereal, no wheat) and a bit of milk and honey
Rest of the indian (mostly rice and onions!)
Tuna and broadbean salad.
Positives:
Was feeling a bit punky all day and at some point started daydreaming about just staying home and missing crossfit, but got my ass out of bed knowing it would make me feel like a million bucks. New intermediate goal - NOT ALLOWED TO MISS ANY FOUNDATIONS CLASSES OR TWO WEEK FREEBIE CLASSES.
Avoided pasta and wheat for dinner and instead got something with protein and good fats.
Had to bust ass (and in the end grab a taxi for the last mile!) to get to class on time after got kicked off the bus due to route change, but made it. £5 poorer, but that's fine.
Did wedding invitations after crossfit!
Calories about right!
Stuff to work on:
push clean form is a hot mess.
didn't eat anywhere near enough veggies, fruit and protein today
lower on water than I should be
lower on coffee than I should be
Week 1. Day 6-7.
Saturday. Big breakfast with S around the corner, scrambled eggs on wheatfree toast, coffees. Coffee with P. Sushi. Remains of monster salad w/S.
Very tired and sore pretty much all over.
Sunday. An extra 40min walk and then moved S's sister into the house. Lots of moving, lifting, sore back. Breakfast was eggs and wheat free bread and coffee. Worked through lunch, carrots and hummus and doritos after we got everything in. Indian for dinner. This is what we call a cheat day. Still not too outrageous and worked out asses off during the day.
Update -- after hovering between 139 and 141, I was an absurd 143 at the end of the day. Wine, no water, bloaty food. Down to around 140 later Monday but still a bit of a shocker first stepping on the scale. :)
Yey, crossfit tomorrow!
Week 1. Day 5. Feb 26 2010
Third crossfit day went great til we got to the WOD and I fell apart on energy. We ran back through deadlifts, added sumo deadlifts, learned burpees. I was feeling MUCH more confident on deadlift form which was a relief, despite not having practiced in the week. Sumo deadlifts I'm a bit less settled on but will figure it out.
Warm ups - catch with 4kg and 10kg ball. 10 squats, 10 pullups, 10 deadlifts.
Running (was late, ran the last 1.5 miles to class!)
WOD - 10 deadlifts, 20 burpees, 3 sets for time.
I only got through about a set and a half because the burpees killed me - muscles just gave out. This was a big wakeup call for me on how out of shape I am and how much I partly just need some good old aerobic cardio conditioning. In a week or so I'll try to add some running in on the off days to make up for it. This was just a mess.
Second round of burpees I pulled a muscle in the groin -- turned out it was fine, just 'tweaked.' My usual problem is to go balls to the wall before my muscles are ready. So when I felt it go ping on a burpee, decided to just chill out. Brian showed me a few stretches to do and that helped it get better, stayed for a bit and then got home to S.
Made some monster salad. Didn't fitday (I don't think I will on the weekends for the moment, often not on the computer) but had yogurt for breakfast, tuna and veggies for lunch, and monster salad with quinoa, broccoli, carrots, avocado, linseeds, other seed I've forgotten, and tahini dressing. Awesome stuff.
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